Poem

[Lawgix]

my life has always seemed to have its ups and downs
the ups are having friends who are always around
whenever i'm in need of help i know that their near
so i hold my friends close to my heart
atleast the ones who are dear
but find the right ones to gain plenty of ur respect
so that u know whatever u say, they'll politely object
nothin shady about them that u have to suspect
there just there for the ride, will never show u any neglect
the downs tho well, thats a different subject
more along the lines of hell, if u wanna get specific
but lets be realistic for a minute
i mean we've all gone thru the steps of deaths
where u've lost ur best friend
n ur hearts been ripped out of its chest
but see my loss, well it went a lil bit deeper
cause its hard to look in a casket
starin at somethin that resembles a father figure
sometimes i still can't beleive that he left so harsh n fast
n i remember the good times that are in my heart but there in the past
cause memories last, and pictures fade of course
but i always think of them, when life knocks me off course
another thing thats between the downs n ups
is finding that right person for u, that u thought was ur love
put anything on the side for them to stay above
ur worlds not as complex when their around, and for u thats enough
even if what was between the 2 of you had its distance
that shouldn't affect the realness of the relationship right?
well it did mine, but i think i moved too quick
started talkin about marriage, and move to the location that she would pick
bein mother and father, watch our kids get to sent off to school
even comin home for lunch and spendin it our room "heh"
but then again everything went on a down hill slope
hopin this love wouldn't choke, but she said theres no hope
so when we broke up I felt the noose around my throat
n I was hangin by a lifeline, and I was on the tight end of the rope
but as much as it hurt I let go of her at last
but the one thing that never left me was us together our past
I made drastic changes in my day to day life
but all in all, it was difficult to find the one to come into my life
8 months, of looking, searching hoping and praying
all I had was my music, so my life would stop decaying
so then one night, me n my boys were out havin some fun
but when it died down, my phone rang and the party had begun
it was a friend of mine that I hadn't seen for a while
she wanted us to come to the movies, and yeah it was further than a couple of miles
but it was worth it, cause when we got there everything was dandy
and my night brightened up, cause I met this girl named Brandy
she walked up, n said whats good n whats up
put her hand out to shake, but from her all I really wanted was a hug
so me n my friends talked n reminenced
while the movie kept rollin, we really didn't give a shit
n Brandy was fuckin awesome, even tho she was lit lol
but that's not the case, cause when I looked at her gaze I knew it was right
I said, man I'ma go home with this girl 2nite
N we did, we went back to her house to chill for a spell
Me n her sat on the corner n smoked n gave introductions as well
Told each other our dreams and what we wanted out of life
She wants to be someone that everybody knows and likes
Popular around her peers and community
N then down the road a man that she could claim for some unity
So we exchanged numbers, went out on some dates
And when that night came around, I anticipated the wait
Cause I could relate to everything she had to say
And man all in all, that girl is freaking GREAT
So we decided to go slow n chill for a few
I got to meet her mom n grandparents and yeah they were cool
But she had trouble in her past, n wanted her to relocate to go back to school
Get her education and make somethin that she really wants to be
And u can't do it without a diploma, blah blah blah feel me? Lol
But one night she was actin kinda different
She said she was on some drugs, that scared me a bit
Cause all I want for her to is to be safe cause shes just an innocent girl
And I think I could protect her from this cold cruel world
But in the bedroom she told me somethin different than what she said on the phone
told me she still loved this dude, that treated her like shit n was out of control
That I didn't deserve her, I'm to sweet of a guy
And if I tried to condone her actions then out the door I'd fly
But why did she say that? Was she just to fucked up realize
That when I looked in her eyes I could see where the demon lied?
Surprise surprise, what am I to tell my friends
Should I hold it in since I bragged so much about her in front of them?
Or should I tell them the truth and let them decide
Wtf am I to do? I hate getting placed on the side
So if ur reading this, please listen to ur friends and other people
Who know me for who I am, that I'm not sadistic and evil
I'm not tryin to run your life, while still controlling mine
I just wanna get with u, kick it with u n have a good time
But I want that special bond that we will never let go
And if u give me a chance I'll be even a better guy for u to know
So hun, just listen and please pay attention
To what I'm rappin to u, I can't get u out of my mind for a minute
So I'll end this poem with just one sayin for u to progress
Never look at anyone the wrong way, until ur deep inside their chest

Think about it…

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[Haz]

i Felt Dis Part ... "my life has always seemed to have its ups and downs
the ups are having friends who are always around
whenever i'm in need of help i know that their near
so i hold my friends close to my heart
atleast the ones who are dear
but find the right ones to gain plenty of ur respect
so that u know whatever u say, they'll politely object
nothin shady about them that u have to suspect
there just there for the ride, will never show u any neglect "--- When U Gettin ya Crew Togetha Az a Yungin Datz How U Feel so .. It Could Be Related To ... U Deff Brought Emotion To Dis .. Keep Droppin in Dese Poem Threads Ur Pretty Strait Wid um

[Lawgix]

thanx

[Lawgix]

uppin for more feed!!!!

[LadieHazard]

Yea that was Nice Reaaaaaaaaaaaaally long
i liked it Mite be because i like readin Shit ppl took time out to write n Thas a long ass poem.. i write more poemz Then any thing Shitz hott tho

[Lawgix]

thanx uppin 4 more feed

[|.R.SON.aLL.|]

Very Powerful ..
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[Lawgix]

thanx man... very appreciated... keep droppin comments... theres one called The Truth (For A.E.S.) that explains everything in a heaven vs hell kinda of setting... i like that one alot means alot to me... thanx again for the feed...