I Got To

[QwarterZ]

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Went from ordinary street kid, bag full of Reeces
pieces, mixed with weed stems, now it's bout Jesus
pieces, glittered by diamonds, slang rock, grindin'
bad timing, baby mama dyin', cancer in her sides and
my grandmama passed n, I'm back with a passion...
rappin' about grabbin' a few packs n, headin' upstate
one place, at the front gate, meetin' a man in all black
as he called back, the camera showed me on the monitor
excuse me Mr. Officer, guard...will you do me the honor sir
of talkin' to the offerer, tellin' him I'm goin to fall back
forget the grind, the minutes I put in, this ain't work
this ain't worth, life and I'm sure, you'll find what ur lookin' fur...
like I'm a southern dude, my slurs come from being liquor'd...
up, what, was my choice, but by the stench in my voice, I'm stopped
told to take a walk, and pay attention as this man talked
speakin' of, obligations, I stepped into this foreign nation
supported patience, or patients, and I already scored the placement
as...top dawg, my thoughts off, maybe there's a moment I'm missin'
atleast I hope I'm missin', cuz I don't want to continue this soul-less mission
the emotion I hold this instant, can only be known by broken men when
they find out the chick they impregnated, lost the child 6 months in
or, the side chick they lovin', turned out to be in love with the substance
becoming a junkhead, maybe it's more like losing your very mother
or finding out your brother, got caught up, and agreed to go undercover
the fact of the matter is, I'm tryna go straight, but I really can't
the problem at hand, is that life is too much for me to understand
and I can no longer put pressure on myself to kneel from my stance
Damn.....I got to man up, but the pressure of the world makes it hard to stand up
I got to man up....but the pressure of the world makes it hard to stand up....

[Bearded Fury]

jolly good work