From Dusk Til Dawn
Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 7:27 am
Aheemmm...
Off of work, feet to dirt, treading the path to my castle/
Inside removing the shirt, feeling the jerks, hearing the laugh of assholes//
What do I do now? This life will I lose now? Because I can't stay away/
Putting the gas down, pulling the cash out, time to meet the flames today//
Its a battle, everytime Murk hits the turf around my place of residence/
Cuz these drugs and bars are ready to hurt and scar, leaving space irrelavent/
I cant seem to compete with these streets, so I don't sleep I just pop pills/
Stay wide awake, cuz this life today leaves me without motivation, not-thrilled/
Cant get anything right, cant progress in my life, so I fall back to the gutters/
Brushing my teeth now, only time I've been proud is when I got that plague from my mother/
Fucker, I am, Son of Sam doesn't have more souls than my chrome of let downs/
I write and write, fight this knife, hide the light... wishing my life would be all set now/
Instead I continue to follow this lifestyle thats hollow, in search of the joy never known/
Feeling under the gun, not knowing the fun, or experience that could've been gained from toys never owned/
So am I true to myself, for admitting this Hell, and just living thru every minute?/
Or is it time to stand up? Yet how do I man up, when no one cares except the Guiness?/
And if someone did, how could I know it was true, after all the lies and bullshit I've been thru?/
Would you swallow the pints, then get on with your lives, if instead all this had been you?/
I mean, damn, I know I can, lead my life to expand, to something more than this shit/
A mutt dropped off at my door step, is it four yet?, I deserve much more than this bitch/
So I did it again, my self conspired friend, and made it to the daylight of the dawn/
Thought I hid in my house, and sat on my couch, all night, its like that stagefreight is gone/
A new day, yes, time to take a step, and see if this route is better than the last, shit/
Cuz I know, if I continue down the old road, then Murk's going to end up dead or in a casket/
Here's my oath, to positively push the right driection for self in the future/
Cause that makes sense, but talk is cheap, and I dont want to be a complete loser/
Im not going to snap my neck looking back on the facts of a life which is mine/
My goals are ahead, and my eyes are instead, focused at the end, on the finish line/
Hope this was enjoyed and can be related to... Dropped this somewhere else and just wondered how many peeps might be interested in reading it here.
Off of work, feet to dirt, treading the path to my castle/
Inside removing the shirt, feeling the jerks, hearing the laugh of assholes//
What do I do now? This life will I lose now? Because I can't stay away/
Putting the gas down, pulling the cash out, time to meet the flames today//
Its a battle, everytime Murk hits the turf around my place of residence/
Cuz these drugs and bars are ready to hurt and scar, leaving space irrelavent/
I cant seem to compete with these streets, so I don't sleep I just pop pills/
Stay wide awake, cuz this life today leaves me without motivation, not-thrilled/
Cant get anything right, cant progress in my life, so I fall back to the gutters/
Brushing my teeth now, only time I've been proud is when I got that plague from my mother/
Fucker, I am, Son of Sam doesn't have more souls than my chrome of let downs/
I write and write, fight this knife, hide the light... wishing my life would be all set now/
Instead I continue to follow this lifestyle thats hollow, in search of the joy never known/
Feeling under the gun, not knowing the fun, or experience that could've been gained from toys never owned/
So am I true to myself, for admitting this Hell, and just living thru every minute?/
Or is it time to stand up? Yet how do I man up, when no one cares except the Guiness?/
And if someone did, how could I know it was true, after all the lies and bullshit I've been thru?/
Would you swallow the pints, then get on with your lives, if instead all this had been you?/
I mean, damn, I know I can, lead my life to expand, to something more than this shit/
A mutt dropped off at my door step, is it four yet?, I deserve much more than this bitch/
So I did it again, my self conspired friend, and made it to the daylight of the dawn/
Thought I hid in my house, and sat on my couch, all night, its like that stagefreight is gone/
A new day, yes, time to take a step, and see if this route is better than the last, shit/
Cuz I know, if I continue down the old road, then Murk's going to end up dead or in a casket/
Here's my oath, to positively push the right driection for self in the future/
Cause that makes sense, but talk is cheap, and I dont want to be a complete loser/
Im not going to snap my neck looking back on the facts of a life which is mine/
My goals are ahead, and my eyes are instead, focused at the end, on the finish line/
Hope this was enjoyed and can be related to... Dropped this somewhere else and just wondered how many peeps might be interested in reading it here.