Relationships

[!ll Ego]

Family

who thought it was comin death put into action
my cousin livin out his life with one foot in the casket
but he kept his balance full of talent in life
never fell through the hate the malice and strife
but his heart wasn't in it in just a dozen minutes
8 shots his friend lived but why my cousin didn't
is a mystery never to be solved in the future
if I catch him I'ma murder him my word to the shooter
but it some ways the shit was comin he lived on the edge
this my pledge we love y'all I give to the dead
a certain respect that never comes from earnin' a check
but from reverence for the soul beneath the dirt of his death
but when you live sellin' coke for a livin
you never know how much time never know what you're given
pimpin' it kinda seems as much as he's missed
when you balance on one foot the balance must shift

Friends

next step what's drama when you fightin the hate
when you lost in the dark and need a light to escape
and when your man starts poppin off startin a fight
what will you do stand tall or impart from the fright
but fuck it man if he ain't down then fuck ya man
never duck a man never go down like a sucka fam
where will you stand when it's not your enemy
it's your friend will you act the same or let it be
when somebody that claim they got ya back in the rain
then they turn they back you wanna snap from the pain
but fuck it who needs em if they soft and they fake
at that point the thought of them in a coffin is great
an often mistake is one that says a nigga got ya back
when he's jealous that should tell us that he wanna pop ya back
and I stuck through all the struggle and what's new
is you turn ya back on me for this then fuck you

The One You Love

when you feel real down with a chick in your life
the type you see today and you missin tonight
then you buggin when you huggin and you kissin goodnight
and she lovin when you nothin but are just in her sight
that's when you know it's real you ain't gotta be actin
you could just chill with her problly relaxin
and you thought it'll stay the way feelin's the same
never thought you'd see the day that your feelin's would changed
but then you real stressed out your game is futile
and thought of chillin with her don't feel the same it used to
what do you do can't decide I sat and tried
to back and hide but now I write this rap and cry
becuz I know I broke her heart but I feel that I was right
but it's strange how u can change what you feel in just a night
this is why I can't believe how this is happened
I sit tonight pourin out the pain through my rappin

just somethin real man, feed it

[NoVeL]

Dope!! Especially The ONE YOU LOVE Drop, I Can Most Def Relate. Carry That Emo N Bring It 2 Audio Would Like To Hear It In A Song!!

[M-Vario]

but his heart wasn't in it in just a dozen minutes
8 shots his friend lived but why my cousin didn't

that went hard.i really felt that line. i can really appreciate this work. i cant critisize real shit. you know?

[Def-init]

"but his heart wasn't in it in just a dozen minutes
8 shots his friend lived but why my cousin didn't"

Forreal man I felt that, REAL HARD!
This is a very interesting piece.
This being the first rap I have read from ya I am impressed.
It also wont be the last : )

Keep up the good work fam.

-- Tue Apr 06, 2010 10:59 am --

Thx for the feed bro.

I will set it to the elft next time.