The Last Letter

[Glamtrash]

I never wanted to think of any one else touching you.
I always thought that would be my job. I liked that position. More then I enjoyed busting people for doing stupid shit ; It gave me a rush knowing at the end of the day that I came home to you.
So much has changed and I find myself wondering what happened. Where exactly everything derailed. I honestly don't know anymore, and as much as I say I don't care, I do . Losing you sucks shit and I hate it.
Everywhere I go theres some memory , I am constantly going " that's where...." and giggling because of the stupid shit we used to do.
** Hi, I'm Doyle. And I'm Bud.
And when where not saving the environment, we're thinkin' of you, naked, thigh deep in tofu.** LOL...**

I had to grow up . I had to make a decision that made me take a diffrent road. I thought you'd take that road with me. Another accident and this time you walked away from the crash .
I didn't want to give up , but I did. I don't want to think about you being in pain and me not being able to stop it . It seems I can't say anything right, or do anything right with you anymore. I honestly wish spinning in circles would change that ; but your gone like papa and spinning in circles only makes me dizzy.
I always had your back . I still probably would.
I'm dead to you now. and all because I couldn't change what happened. It boggles my mind and breaks my heart.
I want you to be happy. Even if its not with me. Find someone who brings a smile to your face the way the angry girl with the mohawk did. I'd shave it back in if I thought it would change anything.

You taught me it was ok to dream again
I taught you that not everyone in the world is out to take advantage of you.
We Gone Like The General Lee II......But Whats Inscribed In Silver Will Never Change .

I'm sorry.

[-TraMaTiK-]

i read this b4 about a day ago..it wuz mad deep..seems more of a 'lettin ur feelings flow' speeches..but in'a good way..i love the fact that ur diverse tho it keeps me readin,really liked this!

[Glamtrash]

Thanks dude. It's actually the result of a bottle of whiskey, a half quarter of dope, and far too much "me" time lol.

[-TraMaTiK-]

haha good shit,uppin this ppl this iz nice

[Glamtrash]

Haha thanks dude, i appretitate it, but i've come to the conclusion that next to no one even reads DC...lol. It's cool, because i guess you can say that it pushed me to try new things, like rapping

[MesaR]

yeah this is nice like your other shit... imagary is sick like normal it was really deep.. acutally sorta creepy

[Omega Bill]

Very nice man. You got a lot of talent. Shits real deep, I liked reading it.