The Rapture

[complexity]

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Verse 1
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minds are designed to believe in life having a greater meaning
which gives reason to Ian, passed from one supreme being
even if he wont let me see him until I start my eternity
but eternity is time and time is measured by the universe
how can Jesus return with peace? if time is reversed?
see if you go to church that should concern you deep
time don't sleep, and as for Hell Jesus wont burn with me
cuz Im Cursed for blasphemy and every verse Ive written
makes us relate naturally so when im spitting it actually
is faith which rationally takes me to a place beyond gravity
but if Jesus would die for my sin than I have to be
asking why he is ashing me for thinking practically
but you cant think without a mind? intelligent design?
thats irrelevant to the fine line of seeing something greater
when life has passed and it never went in my favor
how can we have morals without christ you ask
than i retort back how can i hater be richer, blood be thicker,
and the ugly sicker in Christian documentation it states
that if we kill we can be forgiven which means life isnt giving
isn't it great? you are not even safe believing in your own faith
look into your own face? do you see god? nope thats odd
that means there is nothing greater inside you
dont let my philosophy surprise you cuz its only my view
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the sunrise will soon be coming up for the last time
i look into a broken mirror at my black eyes
i remember innocence when I would capture flies
i wonder if my rapture flies in forty years i have to die
its like a birthday party I really cant act surprised
if i track my lies back to where i lost the truth
maybe than jesus could help me walk across the booth
like he walked across the ocean my thoughts exploding
cuz im about to take this gat and cock it open
open another can of my emotions to choke in
i feel no wind from the heavens yet im still hoping
its like an empty door nobody dares to step in
thats why like swimmers I always hold my breath in
its cold looking at death I'm still going to the flow the best
even though i look at evolution and know the rest
i could load the techs and finish this today
my mind is an illusion all I'm seeing is disarray
abusing substances so my confusion will drift away
millions of puzzles stuck in my head but im to sick to play (Gods the way?)
I've had enough of the meds, I feel faint
my brains split decayed ripped I'm this way cuz I conceal hate
its getting real late I even hotwire life or I steal fate
spit hard alienate myself from god, leave him discharged
for dealing my hand in life with trick cards
all I see is black from his heart while mine is red
how can i be scared of the future when time is dead
from my perspective the only thing divine is led
lines trapped in my head until my final rhyme is said
if i believed in intelligent design my mind would live on
though if I am wrong than please just forgive tom