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8th · Post by **8th** » Thu Apr 05, 2007 4:25 am

It's like I'm a stranger. You gotta understand that I'm tired. I've gone 'out of body' to help my niggaz...and here when I need help I'm alone in this world.

I feel ya. Thats why i dont trust nobody. People wanna be your friends when your doin good, but when shit goes south, they seem to forget.

But really man, from what i can tell, you seem like a smart individual. You'll make it man. Im mean look at it like this, 80% of people have zero common sense, so you already got an advantage. Just stick to honest work, save yourself from a whole new set of problems. You just gotta keep looking for a job. When you get one, bust your ass for them. then you'll have a good recomendation when you wanna move up. Sleep 4 hours grind the other 20.

but jeah, stay up man and good luck with everything. Ima try to remember to put you and your daughter in my prayers.

Ova Dose · Post by **Ova Dose** » Fri Apr 06, 2007 2:25 am

Maynne no niggaz like me giva 2shits whta ya goin thruu yea it's ever man for himself in the world always and forever how the fuck you thank i got were i got today i had to live in the streets bus stops where ever there was a roof or sumshit was covring my head man you make it sound real soft bro you can't be like that lmao if you in t.dot like i am you'd know what being homless is how i grew up and ya'll sayin im fake and shit come see how i live .....honestly kurse i show you respect but dun let that shit go to your head...and man if i was more of a boi to ya id help ya out shit id pay for ya ticket to fly down here where it's cold aha but chea man if you eva come to canada ill show you whats good .....but ima say this to you ...i don't giva fuck how sad you make it sound i understand how you helped people but they dun do sht all fo you ..you gotta learn that commmin up on ya own is a must in life trust i know what it's like kurse brughh i dunna what to say but keep it straight even if it's holdin stores up jackin people shit like that wise words to live by
~Do what ever it takes to stay alive and not what ever it takes to die and in life you will get what you really want~ -Blizz but man i got cha back and belive that and i dun jus have any ones ...i mean shit you done for this site and for the people then there has to be some1 that can reward you atleast that...and man thats me ...even if it means mailing you cash flight tickets outta the shit hole you in...no this ain't dick riddin cuz man like i said really i dun care how you livin but some1 has to have ya back as a boi eve tho you at long distance ut so what ...you gotta learn to catch thos long throws *of Shout outs battle crys of help calls back* kurse man get at me iigh bro if you come up on again leeme know whats good iigh hommie stay up ~wun~ pEacE

~Symbolikull~ · Post by **~Symbolikull~** » Fri Apr 06, 2007 2:39 am

you kno what Kurse, I have a 2 bedroom apartment right now in Michigan and your in illinoise thats not that far, right? I am currently lookin for a trust worthy roommate to help wit the bills. Theres places all around here to get/find employement... Thats honestly all i can offer cuz im broke 24/7 365/52. but its nonsence to say that someone wont help you, i dont even know you and im willin to lend a hand to you. Jus cuz you helped me wit Coold Edit Pro, and helped me wit my Flow and shit like that. you seem like a reel person and im a reel person, so Seriously consider what i told you. and get at me and ill give you the info you need to do this if you wanna.

Lawgix · Post by **Lawgix** » Mon Apr 09, 2007 5:54 pm

kurse, these people on here are right... the shit you typed made a grown man cry homie. but i will be moving to Illinois homie, as i typed you in the e-mail once i find a place its yours if you want to stay in Illinois. it won't be your home of Lumbar but it will be a roof, food, warmth, protection. i'm here for you man seriously. my cell phone number will be posted in another e-mail for you. if you ever and i mean EVER need me, don't hesitate to give me a ring man. seriously. even if i'm a broke mofo i will see to it that ur sheltered with a roof. and provided food. not only for you but for your daughter as well. don't be scared to give me a call. it takes a real man to go thru what your struggling with. remember, thru every dark night theres a bright day after that. so no matter how hard it gets, stick your chest out, keep your head up n handle it homie.

peace brother

Lawgix

LadySam · Post by **LadySam** » Mon Apr 09, 2007 9:36 pm

dude jus come to aus! haha

Subsist · Post by **Subsist** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 6:44 am

you know why i dont really care about you kurse? cause over here in the middle east we got people with 8 fuckin daughters not just one and they live in a fuckin garbage can and are being bombed daily and dont have an internet connection to go online and whine about it. all i can say is , god is testing you , dont ever tend to alcohol or illegal business, even if it means you gotta beg for money.

Kurse · Post by **Kurse** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 7:36 am

That's fine Subsist. I'm not over here trying to play tiny little violins and bitchin and moanin about how shit is. But I'll say this...yea...I ain't exactly happy with how things are for me at the moment. But my original reason behind writing this was to express that I may not be able to come on as much anymore due to unfortunate circumstances...and if that were to happen, that it wasn't because I didn't enjoy the site or it's people. But because situations kept me from doing so. So I wanted everyone here to know before that happened...just how I feel for them and how much they'll be missed and be in my heart. But I'll be on here as much as I possibly can be and every chance I get. I want illest to remain an active site.

See Sub...I think it's rather unfortunate that you say you see things like that everyday. Pretty shitty if you ask me. But it appears to me and a few others that anytime anybody says something about their lives or sumthin they've seen...you seem to always try to top them. Like you always seem to experience something worse...or you've seen something worse. You're a pretty bright fellow from what I can see...so I guess I don't need to point out for you that this ISN'T a competition. I try not to let shit get the best of me or let what people say to me dig under my skin...but I'm not going to lie Subsist. You're a dick. And you need to be told. I'm sure that it's not the first time you've been told that and most likely won't be the last. But I think you're the type of individual that needs to be told that on a daily basis until it sinks in and maybe makes a difference in your pathetic little life.

So that's cool...if you know people with 8 daugters that live in a garbage can...that's just skippy. Why don't you go stay with them for a while and give them life lessons or sumthin. I don't care for you much either, ya dig!? Hell...I have a friend that stays out in the same area as you do in the world and they say you're a biggggggg fuckin liar. They say there aren't bombs and all sorts or rediculous shit goin off over there. Even our other member here on Illest that goes by the name of Batman says that dat shit ain't poppin off over there like that. He's even tried callin you out and askin you about it on the shoutbox but you never respond to him after the point where he's asking you where exactly over there you are. You're a story teller bro...so why not make use of urself and go sit on one of those "bombs" that you say go off so much. Do us all the favorrrrrrrr! I don't know much about ur portion of the world so I can't say if it's true or not...but I don't know how one guy can claim it's a war zone and 2 others say that it's just boring and there's no war over therein your area.

Save your tall tales for camels that care. In other words...PISS OFF. Is that clear enough for you retard? Have a wonderful life.

-SoahKGniK- · Post by **-SoahKGniK-** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 7:47 am

Kurse...losin the net isnt the end of the world...just get a job man and do right by ya daughter...sucks that u leavin cuz u are an important member of illest....take care fam...~1~

Kurse · Post by **Kurse** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 7:50 am

-SoahKGniK- wrote:Kurse...losin the net isnt the end of the world...just get a job man and do right by ya daughter...sucks that u leavin cuz u are an important member of illest....take care fam...~1~

Nah bro...it ain't about losing the net. That's the least of my probs. This is about me losing my place or residence and not having a place to take myself and my things that would be considered stable. And with all the things on my criminal background...all the good jobs really do run a background check and they never even give a second thought to hiring me cause of my past catching up to me. That's where this really started. Don't think it's a web thang fam.

Lawgix · Post by **Lawgix** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 3:49 pm

sub... kurse is right... i got a friend whos stationed in the military close by you and hes even told me that no bombs are being set off in your area. and for you to sit there n say that kurse is bitchin n whinin n moanin is some ignorant ass shit. i've never run my mouth off to u once, but i am now cause thats low. you need to think before you speak man. and if batman can testify that your residence isn't considered a "war zone" then u need to either a. get off your high horse and admit it or b. drop the fuckin subject. Kurse is tryin his hardest to find a place to pack his shit n stay, and you've got a house and a computer and a mic and all the good things that Kurse had to give up to survive. so don't go and pull this "i know people who live in trash cans and get bombed on everyday" bullshit out of your ass. that even happens here in the states. think of all the homeless people in Chicago livin in dumpsters n shit. thats just a misfortune that shit had to happen and go down like that. n i could give a fuck less if u pop off with somethin smart. cause deep within you you know Kurse is right. n God doesn't do this to people, its situations that arise that this shit just happens to the best of us. so for once in my time on Illest Lyrics, i'm tell you to SHUT THE FUCK UP SUB!!!!!

SlickMex · Post by **SlickMex** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 5:32 pm

P.S U SUCK

SlickMex · Post by **SlickMex** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 5:33 pm

Jus finishin what Lawgix was saying..

LadySam · Post by **LadySam** » Tue Apr 10, 2007 5:40 pm

umm subsist, don't you live in dubai? i didnt think dubai was like that? unless you live in lebanon.

Subsist · Post by **Subsist** » Wed Apr 11, 2007 7:19 am

what a bunch of faggets , i was speakin of the middle east in general , for example iraq , remember iraq guys? oooooh iraq , the country we whiped out yeah what about it?

Subsist · Post by **Subsist** » Wed Apr 11, 2007 7:25 am

plus kurse , i really believe you're just faking this shit so you can act like you're eminem or something and come up a month from now and rap about your history. sorry but from reading your first post i dont seem to believe you have enough time to do audios or go on the net and work on photoshop and shit.

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