Trusting Love, ft Vanity

[vanity]

*this is a story about a guy who has trouble trusting his girlfriend*


(little jay)(verse one)
i love you vanity, but some times its so hard to bare,
or share my own thoughts, i always care but im on guard,
but in vision a mind like mine, is a prison like it's barred,
it's a collision of common sense and fear in division, my mind broke up in shards,
every relationship fucked me over with a precision, im mentally scarred,
i tried to trust you, when your home alone, thinking lust will do, its just so hard,
i love you, never mistreated you, my mind is racing and pacing, crazily through,
i can't believe my un trust, ill never leave you, but is this unjust to do?
is she true? its hard to adjust, i dont know, cuz my last hoe ended cuz of lust,
this is my struggle, can i learn to trust? and juggle my life for her is a must.

(chorus)(vanity)
listen to my words when i say it kindly,
my love for you burns inside of me,
bury the past and trust me blindly

(chorus)(Little Jay)
baby, im trying maybe, i take you for granted, highly,
im tossing and turning you on my mind nightly,
maybe it's to late, through fate decides likely.

(vanity)
loves is frail it’s hard to forgive and live with betrayal
you’ve been betrayed by all, ur heart played with like a ball
you’ve tried to restart, yet ur feelings you've learned to withdraw
from the start i told u jay, listen to my words when i say kindly
set ur mind free and dont worry, bury the past and trust me blindly
clearly u have been hurt dearly, i know this is why you fear me
hear me when i say im right here, no need to search or find me
my love for you is real, let me cure your wounds until you heal
baby we had a deal, no more scars feel my love its pure and real
from the start u stole my heart believe me, i have nothing to conceal.

(chorus)(vanity)
listen to my words when i say it kindly,
my love for you burns inside of me,
bury the past and trust me blindly

(chorus)(Little Jay)
baby, im trying maybe, i take you for granted, highly,
im tossing and turning you on my mind nightly,
maybe it's to late, through fate decides likely.

(Little Jay)
it's not that i don't trust you it's just the pain inside,
it creeps up on me reaps my mind, thinking it's a game applied,
i feel the same, foolish in shame, take it to stride,
ive always be honest inside, but i love you so much my inner thoughts collide,
but it was you i always relied! still be my baby girl ill always provide,
can i shake this demon inside of me? brake it spiritually, only with you by my side,
me and you was meant to be, im sorry baby, save me, please forgive me,
we will work through it, pursue it, i can't live without you mentally,
what ever it takes ill do it, for gosh sakes i feel stupid,
so vanity... as i get on my knees, i ask you to be mine forever, hope i didnt blew it.

(chorus #2)(Little Jay)
the height of our love over flows, excites me where ever i go,
just the sight of you ignite's the passion inside, just know,
ill fight for you, compassionately write for you, our love will never slow.

(chorus #2)(vanity)
like sunlight we bright up the sky anywhere we go,
our loves shines brighter the higher the sparks grow,
it spreads everywhere like a wildfire we create a light show.

(vanity)
as i see u on ur knees and u hold my hand, my legs freeze i can barely stand,
baby please i need a minute to understand, how long have u had this planned?
this is the biggest surprise ever, asking us to join our lives is a big step its forever
as u rise to ur feet while our eyes meet we stare with a sparkling glare at eachother
i’m gonna cry! i feel butterflies the thought of u and me everywhere together,
we just need to realize there are things we must revise to make it better,
lets mender our trust and and commit but never surrender to lust or submit
i admit jay i had my doubts about us, but after today and all we have discussed
no more questions about our trust, relay your feelings openly never stray we can adjust,
i must say yes im ready to marry u, just no more mistrust how about next August?

(chorus #2)(Little Jay)
the height of our love over flows, excites me where ever i go,
just the sight of you ignite's the passion inside, just know,
ill fight for you, compassionately write for you, our love will never slow.

(chorus #2)(vanity)
like sunlight we bright up the sky anywhere we go,
our loves shines brighter the higher the sparks grow,
it spreads everywhere like a wildfire we create a light show.