Gimme me a reason to stay in

[Niz Wiz]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uR3NvXwZKro

what really is the point of it all?
says the alcoholic hunched over the toilet falling asleep in the hall
everyday is a blur, fucking memory is stalled
empty shell a robot walking around lost in the mall
got a daughter yeah i love but i'm barely involved
her fucking mother's whore on another man's balls
no i'm not feeling better i'm bitter
like a flower that's withered where does
it end
where does it start?
think with your head or your heart?
where is the path?
i feel buried deep down in the dark
slowly tearing apart
I hate this mirror it's smashed
then
I gawk at the gash
i'm bleeding,chest heaving, wrist veins slashed
go out into the public hide the pain with a mask
as it is right now just staying alive is a task
but i'm failing, falling feel like bailing, inhaling
weed smoke but never praying, nope, that's just delaying
i'm gonna
die anyway whats the use in me playing?
who the fuck feels what i'm saying?
the art of wisdom is fading
as i sit there graying. decaying
the whole world descends into mayhem
gimme me a reason to stay in