Like I Really Need It

[QwarterZ]

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mjas2ZAWAi4[/video]


I'm one step away, from winning the lottery
one itch away from the drugs thats been stoppin' me
one beer away from feeling like this is poverty
possibly I'm just trippin', imagination, I'm sorry
I cannot accomplish the thought the need, honestly
I'm too scared to carry on with the possibilities
the thought of me making it is what makes me ornery
I know they hate me, cuz I'm not what I want to be
calmly, I step in a different direction, no question
obsession, just a lot of problems that got me stressin'
with the acception of nights, but as you can tell
when you on the chess board, those nights form L's
well, I'm still here, confused by whats predictable
sick of you, tired of when they try to mention you
you wrote the book on vanity, so that attentions due
why question you? no need for whats already apprehensible
I'm not even looking for anyone for any love or home
I guess they don't hear the undertone, nothings shown
I can't trust the ho's, bro's, or any other's known..
heart of a sumo, I just try to push em out my comfort zone
still stuck in a ill portrayal, locked up, still no bail
I'm missing out on the growth, father, still no avail...
I don't know how to make it any clearer for the public
they don't see the problems I'm stuck with, no uplift
no idea why I'd give a fuck if...I'm unnoticed for substance
changing the language of the game, I've already done it
and the fact what you say really does me no justice, I succumb quick
talking about how I'll never see anything like you see it
like all of my past achievements haven't been convenient
I guess the past is so covered up they don't believe it...
appreciation....like I really need it...

[aLb]

I've seen better from you, but I did like this bar "with the acception of nights, but as you can tell
when you on the chess board, those nights form L's"