*click*.. it didnt shoot.. im havin trouble breathin,
nerves are in suspence...damn my nose is bleedin,
mayb there is a reason,and seein is believin,
DEATH is just a test and i guess i CHEATED,
but thinkin of this pain death doesnt seem hurtful,
My Visons blurry, sun is settin,the sky is purple,
shadows come out to play and
torment,
depression and revenge is used as an assortment,
I fought with, all this agony is tradegy,
to find myself on my knees with anger but im mad at ME,
It so sad to see, thought by now my head b turned to anatomy,
Im tryin to escape from my shattered existence inslavement,
The cracks,the cuts the shattered tears that hit the pavement,
my opinion of suicide has now become a statement,
i need rest so im walkin to the days inn,
still a bit weary im draggin thru the basement,
almost went out the same way my daddy did wen he was wasted,
he hit mommy grabbed his gun and he placed it,
in his mouth closed his eyes and he raised it,
Said he hated us and how good..death tasted,
Seconds later a scene from a horror flick was created,
ever since then by society i feel hated,
im in the room now lookin at the gun and just waitin,
my thought are fadin lookin out the window debatin,
now ima ask u again daddy y shouldnt
This bullet b invadin,
My brain,my thoughts..once again im contimplatin,
Yd u leave us daddy was i that bad of a kidd?,
I didnt mean to make u angry tell me wat i did,
was it cuz mommy was always bitchin,
Dad i dont have problems..damn... stop twitchin,
im ready to paint the walls red in this room,
Happy aniversary daddy...see you soon.
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