Eternally Insignificant
Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 9:39 pm
I've got worms under my skin and slugs in my eyes
Bugeyed, blind eyes stareing up to the sky
Not white but grey, pupils light yellow not blue
Brains around me and still I'm thinking of you
Hole in the back of my head size of an orange
You always said I'm never still, now I'm stoic
Coagulated pond of black blood under my head
Spotty mixture of my braintissue and hairs
My mouth wide open, pink gums grinning
Teeth partly ripped out, symbol of nihilism
Fingernails cracked and dirty, I was crawling
Thought I'd get away but you came back to haunt me
Blood vessels are bulging blue in my feet
Red marks in my ankles, the strings sored deep
Dried rip in my stomach, gastric acid has flown out
I'm lying in the pond of guts I'd thrown out
Icy raindrops fill my lungs and freeze my body
Still don't know why you stole my heart from me
There's a hole in my chest, the only painfull spot
My heart next to you and there it'll die and rot
You never let me go though I suffered so much
And still you never let me have you, kiss or touch
I never believed in love till it was a part of me
You made me weak and made a cut to my artery
You cut off my tendons from my limbs, I couldn't move
And that's why the only thing I could see was you
Now when I look at you I only see my torn body
Lying dead for years, knowing you'll never love me
Every cell in me is in love when I look in your eyes
And still I'll never be free, but always dead inside
Eternally insignificant, I'm never enough
Eternally insignificant, can't offer enough
Eternally insignificant, no value in your eyes
Me with my worthless life, I'm obliged when I die
Feed's much appreciated!
Bugeyed, blind eyes stareing up to the sky
Not white but grey, pupils light yellow not blue
Brains around me and still I'm thinking of you
Hole in the back of my head size of an orange
You always said I'm never still, now I'm stoic
Coagulated pond of black blood under my head
Spotty mixture of my braintissue and hairs
My mouth wide open, pink gums grinning
Teeth partly ripped out, symbol of nihilism
Fingernails cracked and dirty, I was crawling
Thought I'd get away but you came back to haunt me
Blood vessels are bulging blue in my feet
Red marks in my ankles, the strings sored deep
Dried rip in my stomach, gastric acid has flown out
I'm lying in the pond of guts I'd thrown out
Icy raindrops fill my lungs and freeze my body
Still don't know why you stole my heart from me
There's a hole in my chest, the only painfull spot
My heart next to you and there it'll die and rot
You never let me go though I suffered so much
And still you never let me have you, kiss or touch
I never believed in love till it was a part of me
You made me weak and made a cut to my artery
You cut off my tendons from my limbs, I couldn't move
And that's why the only thing I could see was you
Now when I look at you I only see my torn body
Lying dead for years, knowing you'll never love me
Every cell in me is in love when I look in your eyes
And still I'll never be free, but always dead inside
Eternally insignificant, I'm never enough
Eternally insignificant, can't offer enough
Eternally insignificant, no value in your eyes
Me with my worthless life, I'm obliged when I die
Feed's much appreciated!
