Cyan - In My Bones
Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2012 3:01 pm
This song is about how ... no matter how much you achieve ... or how often ... It's so hard to stay content when human nature kicks in ... that itch flares up and you have to keep raising the bar to keep yourself happy.
Lyrics will help on this one:
Evolution’s endeavor to keep us ill content is impressive –keep us droolin’ for better - improvin’ us through depression – proof is in that you can soothe when shakin’ n’ movin’ - put two n’ two together but never remove it forever these negative genetic incentives setup to get us getting’ - make us feel like shit if we did - shitty if we didn’t – Limitless conviction is a sickness becoming addiction when no success or sum can’t convince it into remission -
Anywhere I go – - I feel in my bones – feed it – defeat it for a minute n’ then it grows –
(Go away – Go away) – Or tell me what you want - I did it all to feel good – but don’t -
Since young – been ru runnin’ for that certain something - on a bee line – like a feline huntin’ – wanna want for nothing – but purpose is a burden from birth your stuck with – I prefer booze n’ blunts but – F – R – double E – Dom need come first - to get rid of it –
(Try Chorus Effect) world walkin’ – ever stalkin’ satisfaction – to find it – get a mind that I’ll never fall off – but alas it’s knockin – kn kn kn knockin – 1:10
happens often – pep-talkin’ myself on the options I’ve got between now to the coffin – the lead up to defeat was a rocket my office in the cock - pit – Launch it to - infinity n’ beyond it - haukin’ lougies on comets – stalkin’ dreams like ducks in pond n’ - I was - Optimus prime in a mosh pit – no way to parley with a martian but something went wrong – I rewound to the plunge off it – senile to scene how did I botch it – me – renowned for the fact lockin’ cool down in the heat now with the profit n’ pocket but I want (a drink o’) water …. 1:40
I feel in my bones – feed it – defeat it for a minute n’ then it grows –
(Go away – Go away) – Or tell me what you want - I did it all to feel good – but don’t – 1:54
Rewind it – pry open my mind n’ - dive into the core of me – sift through the duds n’ diamonds that define my – pri – o – rities – I’m finding unproductive elements in the majority – morbidly they mean more to me – than The boredom in normalcy We - publically perform it – We privately ignore it – lettin’ credit scores, diplomas, n’ bureaucrats record it – Being born into an enormous war – comes off as callous the torment of balancing what we want against what the world will allow us– is neverending but now it’s offending how that – cynicism prevents us from realizing endowments – I refuse to believe that I’m surrounded by nihilist – they brag they – don’t give a fuck (fuck) – what’s it all amount to – they wanna give it up (Yup!) – but - don’t know how to – break the vows they made to themselves – raisin’ hell – they’re down to Say they - don’t give shit n’ get amazed when they amount to it - Words are like currency n’ currently your counterfeit – You lended it n’ the collateral’s a pound of flesh – you tied yourself to failure n’ now your bound to quit – 2:53 (Your) bound to quit – (Your) bound to quit -
I feel in my bones – feed it – defeat it for a minute n’ then it grows –
(Go away – Go away) – Or tell me what you want - I did it all to feel good – but don’t – 1:54
I got bubbles in my brain – champagne – Pop – n’ the bottle clang gainst’ the first one that I drained
table top on the balcony – Yes the second one was cheap (cheap) – but the first one tasted great (great) - being buzzed as a marine made it all go down the same - Got my visa all n’ order – got a job n’ I’m on leave - Feet up – (Chill) – I’m bound to be – trees (crackle) like bacon grease – Got some decent eats at hand – wind in hair – Lucky on my jeans – no need for diamonds I got bling self-esteem –
[soundcloud]http://soundcloud.com/cyan-nathan/8-cya ... -bones-320[/soundcloud]
Lyrics will help on this one:
Evolution’s endeavor to keep us ill content is impressive –keep us droolin’ for better - improvin’ us through depression – proof is in that you can soothe when shakin’ n’ movin’ - put two n’ two together but never remove it forever these negative genetic incentives setup to get us getting’ - make us feel like shit if we did - shitty if we didn’t – Limitless conviction is a sickness becoming addiction when no success or sum can’t convince it into remission -
Anywhere I go – - I feel in my bones – feed it – defeat it for a minute n’ then it grows –
(Go away – Go away) – Or tell me what you want - I did it all to feel good – but don’t -
Since young – been ru runnin’ for that certain something - on a bee line – like a feline huntin’ – wanna want for nothing – but purpose is a burden from birth your stuck with – I prefer booze n’ blunts but – F – R – double E – Dom need come first - to get rid of it –
(Try Chorus Effect) world walkin’ – ever stalkin’ satisfaction – to find it – get a mind that I’ll never fall off – but alas it’s knockin – kn kn kn knockin – 1:10
happens often – pep-talkin’ myself on the options I’ve got between now to the coffin – the lead up to defeat was a rocket my office in the cock - pit – Launch it to - infinity n’ beyond it - haukin’ lougies on comets – stalkin’ dreams like ducks in pond n’ - I was - Optimus prime in a mosh pit – no way to parley with a martian but something went wrong – I rewound to the plunge off it – senile to scene how did I botch it – me – renowned for the fact lockin’ cool down in the heat now with the profit n’ pocket but I want (a drink o’) water …. 1:40
I feel in my bones – feed it – defeat it for a minute n’ then it grows –
(Go away – Go away) – Or tell me what you want - I did it all to feel good – but don’t – 1:54
Rewind it – pry open my mind n’ - dive into the core of me – sift through the duds n’ diamonds that define my – pri – o – rities – I’m finding unproductive elements in the majority – morbidly they mean more to me – than The boredom in normalcy We - publically perform it – We privately ignore it – lettin’ credit scores, diplomas, n’ bureaucrats record it – Being born into an enormous war – comes off as callous the torment of balancing what we want against what the world will allow us– is neverending but now it’s offending how that – cynicism prevents us from realizing endowments – I refuse to believe that I’m surrounded by nihilist – they brag they – don’t give a fuck (fuck) – what’s it all amount to – they wanna give it up (Yup!) – but - don’t know how to – break the vows they made to themselves – raisin’ hell – they’re down to Say they - don’t give shit n’ get amazed when they amount to it - Words are like currency n’ currently your counterfeit – You lended it n’ the collateral’s a pound of flesh – you tied yourself to failure n’ now your bound to quit – 2:53 (Your) bound to quit – (Your) bound to quit -
I feel in my bones – feed it – defeat it for a minute n’ then it grows –
(Go away – Go away) – Or tell me what you want - I did it all to feel good – but don’t – 1:54
I got bubbles in my brain – champagne – Pop – n’ the bottle clang gainst’ the first one that I drained
table top on the balcony – Yes the second one was cheap (cheap) – but the first one tasted great (great) - being buzzed as a marine made it all go down the same - Got my visa all n’ order – got a job n’ I’m on leave - Feet up – (Chill) – I’m bound to be – trees (crackle) like bacon grease – Got some decent eats at hand – wind in hair – Lucky on my jeans – no need for diamonds I got bling self-esteem –
[soundcloud]http://soundcloud.com/cyan-nathan/8-cya ... -bones-320[/soundcloud]