Time
Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 11:09 am
As I watch the hands on the clock go by.
I just sit here ask and wonder why?
I'm in denial from everything and my life is slowly crashing.
Honestly I just don't know how, why, or when it happened.
I'm Just listening to the Ticks.
While i'm watching the clocks.
I'm dizzy feeling really sick.
Wondering will the pain stop.
Am I the same "Scott" or just have I matured in many different ways.
With a burning passion the flames haven't stopped and i'm in a daze.
Do you feel amazed to see that i'm expressing the truth?
I feel broke up like i've been left in more then just two.
It all happened once I realized that not everything in this world is meant to be.
But I got one good thing in my life now just hoping that is was really left for me.
More of a better half or the worst misery?
This really better last it feels good for me.
Haven't expressed the real me in almost half a year.
I haven't felt this exact way before no time to shed a tear.
I've counted down for 3 months 4 days and 18 hours to the point of something that seems real.
The truth is will i ever know when time is really up or is it just going to keep sealed.
Am I going to need healed? or will there forever be something there.
The way I completly feel is like there's no other person who cares.
I'm feeling bare it's seems like i'm goin' to stay hurt.
Everything that's there seems like it's going to work.
Is time just ticking or will we last forever?
Cause honestly I just pray that we stay together.
Haven't wrote in a long time....What you think?
I just sit here ask and wonder why?
I'm in denial from everything and my life is slowly crashing.
Honestly I just don't know how, why, or when it happened.
I'm Just listening to the Ticks.
While i'm watching the clocks.
I'm dizzy feeling really sick.
Wondering will the pain stop.
Am I the same "Scott" or just have I matured in many different ways.
With a burning passion the flames haven't stopped and i'm in a daze.
Do you feel amazed to see that i'm expressing the truth?
I feel broke up like i've been left in more then just two.
It all happened once I realized that not everything in this world is meant to be.
But I got one good thing in my life now just hoping that is was really left for me.
More of a better half or the worst misery?
This really better last it feels good for me.
Haven't expressed the real me in almost half a year.
I haven't felt this exact way before no time to shed a tear.
I've counted down for 3 months 4 days and 18 hours to the point of something that seems real.
The truth is will i ever know when time is really up or is it just going to keep sealed.
Am I going to need healed? or will there forever be something there.
The way I completly feel is like there's no other person who cares.
I'm feeling bare it's seems like i'm goin' to stay hurt.
Everything that's there seems like it's going to work.
Is time just ticking or will we last forever?
Cause honestly I just pray that we stay together.
Haven't wrote in a long time....What you think?