Dysfunctional Family member
Posted: Mon Apr 18, 2011 3:35 am
in my child hood i was a wild youth
drinking brews smoking with my crew
houses got robbed an broken into
in and out of detention centers
teachers telling me i need a mentor
while my parents thinking i'm fucking mental
damn, my mom was always menstrual
so at about 12 i pick up a pencil
started scribblin my thought with rhymes
it was about this time
i was first introduced to a life of crime
fighting fucking and getting wasted
criminality seemed amazing
while the rest of life seemed too basic
but at the time i was seen as the black sheep
my family tried to clasp me
while my step dad would just attack me
spent my life in an out of trouble
it always felt like i was bout to crumble
as the cops would pop my bubble
and as an adult it only got worse
fell to hard times an forgot church
as the rest my family seemed to do good
i was getting high off what i could
my moms thinking that i would
end up dead or in prison
living my life with indecisions
til i got what was coming in visions
ended up hitting a police man
knocking him over and breaking his hand
thats when shit really hit fans
all my actions led me to stand
against authority, now i stuck in quick sand
trying not to sink, trying not to blink
always shitting on my life and wondering what stinks
but after this i started str8ing out
still theres no sunshine only clouds
but i wont cry or pout
cause i did it to myself with out a doubt
so now, im just living my life
trying to maintain and do whats right
and try to become functional in my families eyes
-- Sun Apr 17, 2011 10:37 am --
i guess its more like poetry rap and its
kinda basic but shit the meaning means more
uppin for some feed
drinking brews smoking with my crew
houses got robbed an broken into
in and out of detention centers
teachers telling me i need a mentor
while my parents thinking i'm fucking mental
damn, my mom was always menstrual
so at about 12 i pick up a pencil
started scribblin my thought with rhymes
it was about this time
i was first introduced to a life of crime
fighting fucking and getting wasted
criminality seemed amazing
while the rest of life seemed too basic
but at the time i was seen as the black sheep
my family tried to clasp me
while my step dad would just attack me
spent my life in an out of trouble
it always felt like i was bout to crumble
as the cops would pop my bubble
and as an adult it only got worse
fell to hard times an forgot church
as the rest my family seemed to do good
i was getting high off what i could
my moms thinking that i would
end up dead or in prison
living my life with indecisions
til i got what was coming in visions
ended up hitting a police man
knocking him over and breaking his hand
thats when shit really hit fans
all my actions led me to stand
against authority, now i stuck in quick sand
trying not to sink, trying not to blink
always shitting on my life and wondering what stinks
but after this i started str8ing out
still theres no sunshine only clouds
but i wont cry or pout
cause i did it to myself with out a doubt
so now, im just living my life
trying to maintain and do whats right
and try to become functional in my families eyes
-- Sun Apr 17, 2011 10:37 am --
i guess its more like poetry rap and its
kinda basic but shit the meaning means more
uppin for some feed