Freestyle to my Grandpa RIP PT1
Posted: Tue Dec 09, 2008 3:15 pm
It's been 6 years since you've left my life.
This year is when everything will get right.
Moms done went crazy wit out you now.
Matt lost custody of his kids and i'm wondering how.
Things changed since you left our house.
Matt had kids destinys 4 jazz is 2.
My dad still continusouly run his mouth.
I'm in college i can't beleive i made it wit out you.
I been writing for awhile but you're the only one who had faith in my talent.
I'm lost and so stuck without you, Moms sick dad had a heart attack now this.
Is where the whole story seems to change.
My dads going crazy slowly losing his brain.
Going through the same shit that happened to you.
Bad memory and old age yeah all this is true.
What am I to do. Sitting here stuck and lost.
Fuck the cost, Matts mind is stuck on green but it's not moss.
He's going through the system now re-hab.
Damn my grandpa i miss him and u see it bad.
I member all the days we shared together.
All the nights i sat up prayin for u to get better.
Untill that cold morning getting woke up by mom to tell me you died.
I had a dream that same night just wondering why.
Why does things have to be so hard, No car, No job.
I've been lost wishing i could go far, No bars, No odds.
Walking around and through montains and waters.
Looking for singal but still no service.
And she just aint the same if you can talk to yout daughter.
Things could be a better day instead of being worthless
This year is when everything will get right.
Moms done went crazy wit out you now.
Matt lost custody of his kids and i'm wondering how.
Things changed since you left our house.
Matt had kids destinys 4 jazz is 2.
My dad still continusouly run his mouth.
I'm in college i can't beleive i made it wit out you.
I been writing for awhile but you're the only one who had faith in my talent.
I'm lost and so stuck without you, Moms sick dad had a heart attack now this.
Is where the whole story seems to change.
My dads going crazy slowly losing his brain.
Going through the same shit that happened to you.
Bad memory and old age yeah all this is true.
What am I to do. Sitting here stuck and lost.
Fuck the cost, Matts mind is stuck on green but it's not moss.
He's going through the system now re-hab.
Damn my grandpa i miss him and u see it bad.
I member all the days we shared together.
All the nights i sat up prayin for u to get better.
Untill that cold morning getting woke up by mom to tell me you died.
I had a dream that same night just wondering why.
Why does things have to be so hard, No car, No job.
I've been lost wishing i could go far, No bars, No odds.
Walking around and through montains and waters.
Looking for singal but still no service.
And she just aint the same if you can talk to yout daughter.
Things could be a better day instead of being worthless