Im Not Sorry
Posted: Mon Aug 25, 2008 11:52 am
Its not like I refuse it but u don't need to come up with excuses or tell me what the use is
Its useless, and if we keep it up and I get angry, it'll just seem that I'm abusive
Cuz truth is, im tired of going through this and im now done, and I know now that u doubt some
But im sure if you let me let it out some, I can say that you control much of the outcome.
The hopes run, u seem too far to hold, the shape of our loves gotten way too hard to mold
And every night I feel tears start to roll cuz I feel it when u come to hug me now ur arms are cold
My heart's too far from home, I had to think it through all night, to make sure the decision was all right
I don't want u in my whole life, cuz ur the scold type to be cold like no light on an old pipe,
Ur selfishness was heartless and look where it got us, all I wanted was for u to be loving and honest...
Like no commas, you said u would never try to hurt me..period. But u even broke THAT promise!
Im not sorry..Damn...now there seems no choice other than to throw it away and just quittin,
Fuck! Cuz as much as I hate to admit it, its gone far too late to just fix it....I just hate this commitment.
It was ur amusement with rejection, refusal to acceptance that's grown its course from the very start
I thought we'd take the chance to make it work but still it hurt so now its forced us to fall apart...
It seems the relationship was worthless, it didn't seem to serve a purpose like I prayed Babe,
You had to have games played, as I tried u let it die after slowly watching the flames fade
So tell me..why did u leave it so? Was it pride u had to show so that I had to lift the load?
Was it much to ask to forget the past or let it pass to make this last cuz instead u let this go!!
You were so stubborn..rubbing...whatever u had on me to watch me crumble into nothing
I was happy with ur loving, but passed time n u showed bad signs of behavior that was ugly
Was it worth it? To see me crawling and hurtin? What the fuck did I do to deserve it?!
Was it bad service? I don't see the purpose...we're only humans neither of us were perfect...
Im beginning to be sure, I can't do this anymore, u said the ocean wouldn't accept me before
But I can see there's plenty in store past what u blinded me with in your emptiest shore...
There's more...fish in the sea, I don't have to be the one that you would punish for glee
No more torturing me, cuz to u everything had a fee, u couldn't even pay attention for free...
So fuck this, im no longer feeling this shit, im not playing, this is as real as it gets!
Im done dealin with it, find somebody else to lose their selves so they can heel to ur whip..
im out
Its useless, and if we keep it up and I get angry, it'll just seem that I'm abusive
Cuz truth is, im tired of going through this and im now done, and I know now that u doubt some
But im sure if you let me let it out some, I can say that you control much of the outcome.
The hopes run, u seem too far to hold, the shape of our loves gotten way too hard to mold
And every night I feel tears start to roll cuz I feel it when u come to hug me now ur arms are cold
My heart's too far from home, I had to think it through all night, to make sure the decision was all right
I don't want u in my whole life, cuz ur the scold type to be cold like no light on an old pipe,
Ur selfishness was heartless and look where it got us, all I wanted was for u to be loving and honest...
Like no commas, you said u would never try to hurt me..period. But u even broke THAT promise!
Im not sorry..Damn...now there seems no choice other than to throw it away and just quittin,
Fuck! Cuz as much as I hate to admit it, its gone far too late to just fix it....I just hate this commitment.
It was ur amusement with rejection, refusal to acceptance that's grown its course from the very start
I thought we'd take the chance to make it work but still it hurt so now its forced us to fall apart...
It seems the relationship was worthless, it didn't seem to serve a purpose like I prayed Babe,
You had to have games played, as I tried u let it die after slowly watching the flames fade
So tell me..why did u leave it so? Was it pride u had to show so that I had to lift the load?
Was it much to ask to forget the past or let it pass to make this last cuz instead u let this go!!
You were so stubborn..rubbing...whatever u had on me to watch me crumble into nothing
I was happy with ur loving, but passed time n u showed bad signs of behavior that was ugly
Was it worth it? To see me crawling and hurtin? What the fuck did I do to deserve it?!
Was it bad service? I don't see the purpose...we're only humans neither of us were perfect...
Im beginning to be sure, I can't do this anymore, u said the ocean wouldn't accept me before
But I can see there's plenty in store past what u blinded me with in your emptiest shore...
There's more...fish in the sea, I don't have to be the one that you would punish for glee
No more torturing me, cuz to u everything had a fee, u couldn't even pay attention for free...
So fuck this, im no longer feeling this shit, im not playing, this is as real as it gets!
Im done dealin with it, find somebody else to lose their selves so they can heel to ur whip..
im out