Man Domino And Cee4 Lmfao .. i Wish One of Yall Went thru Real depression
So you would Know What it's Like.. And Cee4.. Don't Tell Me you been Thru it All Cause a few Little Situations Dont Mean shit ...
This Kid righ Here man .. He could of Been Stopped.. Even Put in a Mental Hospital if People Would of Called The Cops...
people Sat There And Watched... And People Say oooo Well Thats What he Gets..
man You Don't Know the Dood Inside out... you Can't shit on the Kid cause you weren't in His Shoes...
i'm jus Heated People Wanna Say Stupid Shit..
let Dood Rest in Peace... i jus Find it Grimey As Hell people sat There Watchin him die ...
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What? i Was Depressed From Like 05-07 Lol. i Used To Be Built Then i Went All Skinny From Adderall/Ritalin Addictions. But i Didn't Sulk About it And Kill Myself, i Took Responsibility And Got Past it Like Everyone Should Do.
i Know What it's Like With The Whole Apathetic Mindstate, Not Caring About Yourself Or Anything/One Else, Losing All Motivation, And Having a Giant 'What's The Point?' Over ur Head. That's What Depression is, Where u Feel Cornered, Like There's No Way Out Of The Rut ur in So Why Try To Keep it Good, if it's Already a Mess? it's Hard To Explain, it's Like... ur Taken From ur 'Good' Life And Thrown into a Personal Hell, All The Things u Cared About Before u Stop Bothering About, What's The Point.. ur in Hell. Or a Better Example, u Ever Have Those Days Where ur Really ill/Hungover And Don't Really Bother Keeping Yourself All Nice And Neat Because There's No Point? Same Kinda Concept, u Feel Ostracized, ur Still in The Same World as Everyone Else But ur Mind's in a Different Place, Like ur Watching Through a Screen.
What i Realised Was That it Was All in My Head And i Could Make it Better if i Wanted, So i Did. i Hate People Who Sulk And Wait For a Light To Just Appear at The End Of Their Tunnel. ur in Charge Of ur Own Life, So Fix it. These People Just Give Up Hope Because They Feel Powerless, That They Can't Make it Better On Their Own, They Wait On The Clouds Parting. They See Their Lives Like a Bad Job. They Don't Wnna Be There, They're Not Happy, And They Eventually Get The 'Well Why Drag My Ass Through This Everyday For The Next God Knows How Many Years When i Can Put an End To This Hell Now?' Feeling.
Wrong.
i Got Past it, And Now i Feel Like a Stronger, Wiser Person. But Lemme Provide a Counter-Argument.
People Are in Charge Of Their Own Lives.
We Shouldn't Bash These People For Taking The 'Pussy Way Out' When They Want To End Their Lives? (Think About it, in Their Own Mind They Are Powerless, But Think About People With Bad Mental Disabilities, Maybe They Don't Wnna Live With Something Like That Holding Them Back? Maybe They Feel Like They're Not Gnna Enjoy Life To The Fullest Because Of Their Disability?) Same Could Be Said For People With Really Hideous Deformities Or Bad Health Problems That Have Held Them Back Since Birth, Maybe They Feel Like They've Been Cheated And Are Just Not Good Enough To Tackle Life in a Normal Way.
But.
i Believe Everyone Should Make The Best Life For Themselves That They Possibly Can, No Matter How Much Of a Shitty illness/Condition/Disability They Have. i Don't Like it When People Blast Themselves Because They're Too Scared To Take Responsibility And Fix Their Problems.
But im Not Everyone, And The Reason We Have Suicide is Because Of That Lol.
/Phew.
Also Dead Silence u Can Be a Right Tool Sometimes Lol. We May Not Like Guys Like Big P Etc But it Doesn't Mean We Want Them To Die. Unless i Had a Really Deep Hate For Someone, i Wouldn't Egg Them On To Killing Themselves.
i Know What it's Like With The Whole Apathetic Mindstate, Not Caring About Yourself Or Anything/One Else, Losing All Motivation, And Having a Giant 'What's The Point?' Over ur Head. That's What Depression is, Where u Feel Cornered, Like There's No Way Out Of The Rut ur in So Why Try To Keep it Good, if it's Already a Mess? it's Hard To Explain, it's Like... ur Taken From ur 'Good' Life And Thrown into a Personal Hell, All The Things u Cared About Before u Stop Bothering About, What's The Point.. ur in Hell. Or a Better Example, u Ever Have Those Days Where ur Really ill/Hungover And Don't Really Bother Keeping Yourself All Nice And Neat Because There's No Point? Same Kinda Concept, u Feel Ostracized, ur Still in The Same World as Everyone Else But ur Mind's in a Different Place, Like ur Watching Through a Screen.
What i Realised Was That it Was All in My Head And i Could Make it Better if i Wanted, So i Did. i Hate People Who Sulk And Wait For a Light To Just Appear at The End Of Their Tunnel. ur in Charge Of ur Own Life, So Fix it. These People Just Give Up Hope Because They Feel Powerless, That They Can't Make it Better On Their Own, They Wait On The Clouds Parting. They See Their Lives Like a Bad Job. They Don't Wnna Be There, They're Not Happy, And They Eventually Get The 'Well Why Drag My Ass Through This Everyday For The Next God Knows How Many Years When i Can Put an End To This Hell Now?' Feeling.
Wrong.
i Got Past it, And Now i Feel Like a Stronger, Wiser Person. But Lemme Provide a Counter-Argument.
People Are in Charge Of Their Own Lives.
We Shouldn't Bash These People For Taking The 'Pussy Way Out' When They Want To End Their Lives? (Think About it, in Their Own Mind They Are Powerless, But Think About People With Bad Mental Disabilities, Maybe They Don't Wnna Live With Something Like That Holding Them Back? Maybe They Feel Like They're Not Gnna Enjoy Life To The Fullest Because Of Their Disability?) Same Could Be Said For People With Really Hideous Deformities Or Bad Health Problems That Have Held Them Back Since Birth, Maybe They Feel Like They've Been Cheated And Are Just Not Good Enough To Tackle Life in a Normal Way.
But.
i Believe Everyone Should Make The Best Life For Themselves That They Possibly Can, No Matter How Much Of a Shitty illness/Condition/Disability They Have. i Don't Like it When People Blast Themselves Because They're Too Scared To Take Responsibility And Fix Their Problems.
But im Not Everyone, And The Reason We Have Suicide is Because Of That Lol.
/Phew.
Also Dead Silence u Can Be a Right Tool Sometimes Lol. We May Not Like Guys Like Big P Etc But it Doesn't Mean We Want Them To Die. Unless i Had a Really Deep Hate For Someone, i Wouldn't Egg Them On To Killing Themselves.


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I totally agree with Domino on that point.
Ive been depressed.Ive had those feelings.Ive wanted to say "Ahh fuck it" and kill myself.Domino is right.You are in charge of your own life.If YOU dont feel fit to carry on anymore well than thats your right as a person to Commit. Its the mind state that they are in at that certain point in time that makes them do what they wanted to do.When i was Depressed i was feeling like a peice of shit and like i was in hell because everything was just fucked up and was caving in around me.But I Choose to get outta that mind state for me and only me.And ever since i did that ive become a very mature person in my eyes and stronger.I just dont let simple bullshit phase me anymore.I call it "Skipping The Bullshit" Because no matter what the situation is the world is gonna be the same before the bullshit even started/happened.It all depends on the person themselves.It is their choice to do what they want with their own lives.
Now for people to simple "LOL" at the kid is pathetic and dont know what life really is. They are just ignorant people that probable have everything handed to them.Mommy and Daddy take/took care of them. So they dont know what the real world is like. And they shit on people because they are just simply "better" than everyone else in their minds.
All in All
People are ignorant
Depression Is real
and
Life is what you WANT it to be
Ive been depressed.Ive had those feelings.Ive wanted to say "Ahh fuck it" and kill myself.Domino is right.You are in charge of your own life.If YOU dont feel fit to carry on anymore well than thats your right as a person to Commit. Its the mind state that they are in at that certain point in time that makes them do what they wanted to do.When i was Depressed i was feeling like a peice of shit and like i was in hell because everything was just fucked up and was caving in around me.But I Choose to get outta that mind state for me and only me.And ever since i did that ive become a very mature person in my eyes and stronger.I just dont let simple bullshit phase me anymore.I call it "Skipping The Bullshit" Because no matter what the situation is the world is gonna be the same before the bullshit even started/happened.It all depends on the person themselves.It is their choice to do what they want with their own lives.
Now for people to simple "LOL" at the kid is pathetic and dont know what life really is. They are just ignorant people that probable have everything handed to them.Mommy and Daddy take/took care of them. So they dont know what the real world is like. And they shit on people because they are just simply "better" than everyone else in their minds.
All in All
People are ignorant
Depression Is real
and
Life is what you WANT it to be
Faith
Yeah Hazard i`ve not personally expeirenced real depression myself. You see im too strong willed to get properly depressed since u wanna start talking about me and "situations" like you know me or think its relevant to the this discussion. Yeah shit happens in life and you get down sometimes but thats no excuse to go and kill yourself. I can see where Plex is coming from if the guy was really crazy but i seen the guys suicide note or blog or whatever it was and he knew full well what he was doing and how it would affect people. Just because you are bi polar dosent mean you have to kill yourself. obviously its a factor but to kill yourself only shows your weak in my opinion. Most bi polar people dont kill themselves so obviously theres something that sets him aside from the rest. ie a weakness. yeah the whole situation is not good and there are people involved who should be ashamed of themselves but if he wants to kill himself then thats his problem. am i supposed to give a fuck?


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i suppose i'll agree with a chemical imbalance, i doubt dude went thru more than me, but im not exactly ur normal human being, i know a lot of people probably have their issues due to chemical imbalances from hormones changing, i've come across plenty in my life, and there's plenty on this site, bi polar disorder and schizophrenia r also accepted reasons for shit like this, truth is.. i think they can't find the bright side, or aren't willing to fight their way out of their situation, sometimes it takes people to want help to get help rather then just trying to give them unwanted help, i think attention is something they strive for however when they try to make things public...think they need to kill themselves in their own privacy so we dont have to have these kinds of discussions

Yeah i Agree i Think it Comes Down To The individual. Two Guys Could Have Bi Polar Disorder, One Might Be More Susceptible To it And Therefore Weaker as a Result. The Other Might Be More Strong Minded And Determined To Not Let it Affect Their Life in The Way it Did With Person A. Just an Example But im Sure Y'all Know What i Mean.


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