Point Of View/A Look Into My Mind

[KrAzYeYeZ]

As I open the blinds
and take a PEEK AT LIFE
so many problems on my shoulders
but here....you can KEEP THAT STRIFE
I am completely done
with 'all' people in GENERAL
If it's dram you SHOUT
withOUT a DOUBT
You'll be mouthing my GENITALS!!

The struggle is getting worse
with each STEP I TAKE
can I just lay for a while?
I mean come on....give my BREATH a BREAK
there are some I FEEL are REAL
but the REST are FAKE

They tell you one thing
but really mean what they NEVER SAY
As the FEATHERS(wings) SWAY
I hope to fly on to BETTER DAYS
My heart keeps beating
and my soul DREAMS TA CARE
I know there's gotta be feelings THERE
they just never wanna SEEM TA SHARE

Themselves with me
or anybody ELSE
my HEALTH stays STEALTH
which means I need no HELP
Dear Agony,
If I may ask..."WILL YOU LAST LONG??"
but the RAIN STRAINS on the PAIN
and goes on to SPILL THROUGH PAST GONE!!!

The NIGHT that was once BRIGHT
has burned the LIGHT and DEADENED THE STARS
This sudden QUICKNESS of STITCHES(wounds)
seals the SICKNESS....cause Man I'm so FED UP with SCARS!!
these fuckin BROKEN EMOTIONS
have me locked down behind 'internal' BARS

Keep tryin to SOAK IN my HOPE FRIEND
as this LOVE CREEP(move) is DUG DEEP
and once your EYES OPEN I will KNOW THEN
that my subconscious FEELINGS are REAL
I try n SAVE PRAISE for the DAYS
that I know I will be SEALING the DEAL
all thats been said has left me NUMB__CUT
so fast these verbal threats RUN UP
stopped in my tracks by them PEELING my HEELS

My nerves seem dead
cause there's no USE IN THE END(tips)
Physically,mentally n emotionally
you shove your ABUSE IN YA FRIEND
If I had just one REASON to be LEAVIN
then you know I'D BE GONE
The UNEVEN of my BREATHIN
has made it hard to WRITE THESE SONGS
As I TWIST n ROT and MIXED WITH THOUGHTS
CONFUSED on which to CHOOSE....RIGHT OR WRONG???

So I just pick up another cigarette
and place the flame to the TIP of NICOTINE
all of this SHARING n CARING is slowly TEARING
and starting to GRIP n RIP THE SPLEEN
As I sit here I slowly SPLIT WRISTS
nobody offers hands for a QUICK LIFT
but they all try n say I need to SHIFT my SCENE???
before you ever talk dirty about people
you better make sure ya SLITS(palms) are CLEAN!!!!

So I as sit back
slowly slide n CLOSE THE BLINDS
make sure you OPEN YA EYES
so you always KNOW THE SIGNS
As they say my SINS NEED TA CHANGE
I let the WIND BREEZE MA BRAIN
so you fuckin know I've completely BLOWN MA MIND!!!

I'm extendin my hand
nowadays I've been SETTIN TRUCE
my arms n legs been GETTIN LOOSE
so like me n weed I DISJOINT(separate) A FEW
somehow it seems you MISSED POINTS....RUDE
from here on out everybody's on my STENCH(shit) LIST
walkin round witta CLENCHED FIST
so when I let go of my mind....I can fully FIST a JOINT DUDE
My WISH is to taste that KISS you know that I MISS
this may be long but here's a LIST of my POINT OF VIEW!!!/color]