heaven or hell

[~Symbolikull~]

theres no lord again, jus continue pourin gin,
im foragin, forcin in the structure of my origin,
behind the pens, chain letters so i climb the fence,
find defense, against my soul cuz my eyes repent,
from my sins, so im gonna win before my numbers in,
im hot like summers twin, compared 2 me the sun is dim,
light it up, spark the fire, with this dark desire,
a rider, waitin for this train to come n cart me higher,
im harder than both carters, test me, ill flow farther,
so dont bother, these gold bars are gettin bogarted,
ima guardian, protectin, these lyrics of perfection,
see me, im white i write this sentence of complexion,
now ur petrified, terrified, maybe a lil horrified,
ive been gone for years n i, still do it til im glorified,
im outta control, like when royce is outta patron,
out ona patrol, out on parol outta my mind out on my own,
still stuck ina prison is it bcuz of this lyricism,
so i get it wit em, this mirror appears to prism,
the physics of my spirit til i getta sincere forgiven,
this year im given, it my all every gear is spinnin,
swimmin in fear, fear my vision my vision is clear,
transparent, see right thru it, to my darker side,
paintin pics til my markers die, waitin 4 my heart 2 find,
a spark inside, so i can get it started quit bein lathargic,
usin human beins as targets, yeah this bein is heartless,
so pardon me, excuse the acts, of hatred i made,
portrayed ina rage, so i innately stay ina cage,
b4 u get sprayed in the face from what i say ona page,
yea i came in to stay, cant stand to stay ona stage,
but ima stand in it, cuz my word, ima man of it,
so much bullshit its piled up in the back 4 u 2 land in it,
damn is it? damned it is, jus send me to jail,
im livin to fail, fuck it id be ok wit heaven or hell...

[Def-init]

Yo, cant believe this was slept on yo.
Nice drop. Diggin the vibe all over this piece

"ima guardian, protectin, these lyrics of perfection,
see me, im white i write this sentence of complexion,
now ur petrified, terrified, maybe a lil horrified,
ive been gone for years n i, still do it til im glorified,"

Very slick with the vocab fam.

"a spark inside, so i can get it started quit bein lathargic,
usin human beins as targets, yeah this bein is heartless,"

fav bar fo'real.