One Hell Ofa Life Lyrics

[Meika]

Yea this life I live/
has turned me into a bitch/
dont tell me ya know cuz ya dont know shit/

I look up to the sky and ask god for a blessin/
but all I get is shit I should be regreatin

I'm tired of people walkin over me/
I've had enough so I'm raisin the ground beneath(hell)/
tell me you know how it feels to have no family/

to have a peice of shit mother abd ya daddy locked up/
I've been alone all my life and you caint gime props hunh?/

Neva had friends I stayed to myself/
while everyone was at top i was on the bottom shelf

Alota negativy growin up as a kid/
the shit i seen is the shit i did/
and people wonder why im so FUCKIN violent/

CHORUS
Yeah this is one hell ofa life
wonderin when god can take me up beyond the sky
I'm hopen he just might
but when im gone
people are just guna carry on
and not give a shit that meikas not here
I'll prolly be lucky if they even shed a tear..

The feeling of emptyness/
truely hurts the greatist/

I got one person who has my back/
always been a failure, good consious is what i lack/

Darkness and evil thoughts are building up inside of me/
shhiieet wana take a ride and see ?/
some people just wont let me be/

To them I'm just a peice of shit looser/
I guess I am man wish i woulda seen sooner/

They want me to end my meaningless life/
really ? because I just might/

I've already tried to end it/
and yes it was intended/

Cheeeaa Meika OD'd/
but nahh i aynt crazy/
if someone showd me real love itd greatly amaze me/
make me into a good person? nahh you caint make me/

This life is really all i know/
done used up all ma tears so I dont cry no mo/

CHOURUS(DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING IT OUT)

I'ma do the russian roullete see how long I last,
I prolly get first POP hello heaven/
not worried about the futer er the past,
how i should have er could been/

It's like my bodys been raptured/
and my heart and soul have been fractured/
and my goals are marked as empty chapters/

My minds lost I cant find it like a four leaf clover/
theres so many bumps in life I caint get over/

but I been threw life lessons and I learned/
atleast surviven the streets is what I earned/

They always said the good die young/
well then my times far to come/

I sit back smoke a square and think/
about this fucked up life and what it brings/

No one should grow up and live liek this,

And to the people who have I'm sorry I feel ya pain/
your not the only one I've stood in the rain/

CHOURUS (STILL TO LAZY)

When I die my eyes will be wide open/
stiff on my back facin the sky so you know I've spoken/
.... One hell ofa life , Damn .

[probablyTreed]

Jesus loves you..
and the world sucks
but you contribute to the world too so put some love in it!
love breeds love
ur in my prayers

as for the rap critique, im not gonna touch it cause its real

[Meika]

thanks